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2009/2/5 自 責我總是不負責任，做任何事情都不負責任。 年齡在增長，EQ在下降... 總覺得自己努力就能做好一切，帶給身邊每一個角色幸福與快樂。 其實...我連帶給他們快樂倖福的“資格”都沒有。 我只會把自己藏起來...慢慢的疏遠了人群。我一個是無能的人，做任何事情都是沒有任何結果！ 那請問我活著在這裡究竟是為了什么？這是我一直在思考的問題。 我不停的在逃跑...想找個屬于自己的人或地方停靠，最後發現我一直是一個人，身邊沒有任何人了解我真正內心的想法! 曾經有過一個人！ 隨着時間的流逝...我學會不需要任何人來了解我，我就是我。 我很空...空的只省下軀殼在硬撐，撐的很累...我好想倒下！ 我還能撐多久？我也不知道.... 2008/11/7 尋找 目標我是屬於那種傭人自擾型... 每天無所事事...唯一得樂趣，就是找東西...我該死得個性就是堅持到底 ×堅決不找假貨 ×找不到也不能找替代品 ×找到後有一點點瑕疵也無法接受 以前... 為了尋找一張老CD...跑邊所有得唱片行！ 為了想吃小楊生煎包...打車去吳江路吃完再打車回去！ 為了找到打折得皮衣...通宵在網絡上找！ 為了做××菜少了一種調料....跑遍大小得便利店、超市、賣場...都沒有，最後自己做這種調料！ 近期.... 為了吃到正宗得新疆得饢...網絡上尋找正宗得饢，訂購！ 為了吃到open將的魔法星星（巧克力）...出動所有的朋友回台灣幫我帶！ 為了想吃××餐廳的食物...約上一群友人出動，一起去吃！ 今天.... 在朋友家吃到一種巧克力餅乾，非常美味可口鬆脆....唸唸不忘.... 把這種巧克力餅乾的名字記在手機中...到家後搜索了所有大小網站....總於被我找到了.... 圖片：
計劃： ×跑遍所有能買到進口商品的超市... ◆淮海城市超市 √ ◆古北傢樂 √ ◆靜安寺城市超市 √ ◆波特曼飯店進口商品超市 ◆暫時先這些.... ×託朋友幫我從國外尋找.... 朋友名單等前計劃失敗再規劃第二計劃！ 2008/9/20 Only one love holding in men's heartOnly one love holding in men's heart
The people say in common the infatuated man always with a complaining woman,which had already so clear to show from the eld.However,this an infatuated man, the passion on his love as well as its immutable firmness can also be told himself only.The woman in life could fall their loves into more than one man,while to the man he could love more women at one time,but the woman barely seem to realize that there is only one love hold in man’s heart.
Only one time existed for the man of being most clean and honest,when it come,he would consider nothing but to throw himself into it for just loving.Once it go to the end ,which would mean a final ending for his true love, a so deepgoing and sad love by himself. Therefore from that on the man feel insensitive but when he love another woman with not having the feeling as before,and be more likely to a sort of desire,sympathy as well as the pity somehow~~~~~ The woman’s heart is made of water always,while they are also so hateful and be good at to hurt others deep. There would be many times’love in woman’s life.But there’s only one time for the man,which devote all his love to that girl who he love,if only someone could clerish it. Hence the man weep and being in tears,which was a depair to his inconsolable.Slowly the man begin to bury his sole love personally,enclosing it to a certain abyss at the bottom of his heart. When a peacful night come,the memory in abyss spring up to him trying vainly to look for any trace in pervious love,whatever to bit by bit.But with nothing gain instead,leaving you just is an unceasing smoking in a draw corner lonely and grieved tears covering on your face as it goes. Do you ever think seriously while the woman complaining with the unconcentrated love of man,a most valuable things for the man are being destoried mercilessly by yours.Have you actually cherished when the man be embarrassed to say”I love you”?Have you ever cleaned up the the tears on his face?Have you ever turned back your head when he beg for your leaving? Aways to say man is unconcentrated to love,but the woman is seldom to know that is a kind of infatuation,its exceeding means for a next hurt begin,even for the death at last.This true love was indubitably disappearing with these ashes and vapor flied away from his heart forever.He would never devote his love to anyone else again,including its strength as well as the passion, all can not hold his love uprightly as before.To his next loves always with a somehow cynicism because there’s only one time to something in life. After the man done all he can by devoting his own love,done he can do and held he could hold.Once he ever hoped to give everything she need,evensacrifice himself to this holy love accordingly,but always with nothing by return.The man therewith dried his blood in drops after time and time again’s lonely wait,were broken by this sadly love accordingly.When the love lost the native belief,the feeling itself mazed from the sole harbour,then the value of love is nothing matters.He could not make heat to find this feeling in it.Since he lost the power of love as it gone. It’s better to know for a man that there’s only one love holding in his heart,if you certain you can feel it,please do cherish it. 2008/7/20 ＡｐｐｅｒｃｅｐｔｉｏｎWhosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
Mark 8:34
主，這實在太重了。麻煩鋸短一點。
主，請再鋸短一點，這樣我比較扛得動。
主，非常感恩！
無論你的十字架為何，無論你的痛苦為何，雨後總會天晴。 祂深知每一心痛，看見每一淚痕，但祂唇中的隻字片語，能安撫一切恐懼。 你的憂傷也許終夜煩擾，但在晨光破曉時，便會驟然散去。 救主就在天際某處，期待能賜你祂的恩寵、祂的愛。 無論你的十字架為何，無論你的痛苦為何，主總在雨後送來彩虹。 要脫離困境，通常必須渡過它！ 2008/6/21 潜 逃 生 活 |
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